DEAR CHYK FRIENDS! ! ! :) :)

What a week of pure joy and fulfillment,

 I never thought, it could be such fun and enjoyment, 

among Swamis and Acharyas

 in the pious backdrop of Rishikesh,

 on the banks of mother Ganges,

 We all met as strangers to become friends forever. 

  

What a week of pure knowledge and learning

 I never thought, i had a profile to edit, let alone any yearning! 

Among Yoga and meditation, sessions, bhajans and satsang, videos, film, culturals and games,

I made so many good friends who edited me from within.

A journey that will remain close to heart 

for years and years to come!!

What a week of pure inward looking and editing 

I never thought my life could be so much positive 

among serene, tranquil and beautiful view 

greenery, Ganges and faces that were new,

I wanted to desperately hold back time 

to stop the present from flowing into the future

but all i could do was stand and hold my breath, when the Finale drew.!!!!! :)

The Eclipse!!!!!:):) :) :)

It is not about reel,

Its about real,

Its about my heart, my feel

and separation that is so cruel!

I see a moon, but can't feel it,

as distances have eclipsed it! 

What do i call such a night? 

Without my, mine only light!!

As the distance measures, 

our heart treasures, 

wonderful moments spend together

 I wish, i was with you rather!

 Oh Goodness!

I pray for your wellness,

for your pains and sorrows to eclipse,

for loads and loads of name, fame and success! 

I hope you remember me forever
remain mine forever, ever and ever!! :) :) :) :)

AM HURT!!!!......................!!!!!!!

                 THE SPACE THAT HURTS ME, IS YOU NOT TALKING TO ME!
                
                 THE TIME THAT HURTS, IS YOU NOT WITH ME!

                 THE PLACE THAT HURTS, IS YOU NOT AROUND ME!

                 THE POETRY THAT HURTS, WHEN YOU ARE NOT THERE
                                     TO APPRECIATE IT FOR ME!!!

                  EVERYTHING HURTS, THE WORLD PAINS,
                   WHEN YOU ARE SEPARATED FROM ME, AND YOU DON'T EVEN MISS ME!!!!:)

GREY MATTER!!

THERE ARE SOME MEMORIES
 I WANT TO SHARE,
THERE ARE SOME RIVALRIES
 I WANT TO DARE!!

                         THEY ARE VERY EASY TO SAY,
                         BUT NOT SO EASY TO SWAY,
                          THOSE ARE SECRETS THAT LAY,
                           BEHIND REFLECTIONS OF GREY!!

 THEY CRAWL THROUGH THE DAY,
TO WAKE ME, AT NIGHT!
PUSH MY SLEEP AWAY
TO REVEAL SECRETS
THAT MAKE ME PULL AWAY,
FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE BY YET MILES AWAY!! :)....:)

R U SERIOUS?????

             ARE YOU SERIOUS?
              I ASK, FURIOUS!
             YES, I AM!
             HE REPLIES, LOOKING INTO MY EYES!

                     I SIT BACK AND STARE
                     AS IF WATCHING A MOVIE PAIR!
                     IS IT A DREAM OR IS IT TRUE?
                     I CAN'T BELIEVE, ITS YOU!!!

          
             HOW COME, YOU CHOSE ME?
             WHEN, WHY, WHERE I CROSSED YOU?
              I DIDN'T REALISE, YOU WANTED TO BE MINE
             YOUR TALKS, YOUR TOUCH, YOUR CONFESSION...........
              TOOK ME TO CLOUD NINE!!!!!! :) :)

FACES

                        
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO WALK BY,

                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO STAND BY
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO WATCH BY,
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO HOLD BY!!!


                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY ARE
                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY WERE,
                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY WILL BE............
                                             BUT KNOW FOR SURE,......
                                             THERE WILL BE THE FAMILIAR AMONG
                                                    THE UNKNOWN!!!!!!!!:):)

content makes world: TRIED A HAND...........AT MOVIE MAKING...............

content makes world: TRIED A HAND...........AT MOVIE MAKING...............

TRIED A HAND...........AT MOVIE MAKING.............!!!!!!!!!!!!

CONFUSION

                                 This is not the place,
                                   i ask for,
                                 This is not the change,
                                   i aspire for,
                                 YET, i welcome it with open arms
                                 and a broad smile,
                                  I DON'T KNOW THE REASON WHY?




                                 I do it for myself,
                                 i do it for people,
                                 i do it for God
                                 YET, all these are just explanations,
                                 I DON'T KNOW THE REASON WHY?
        


                                I talk to friends,
                                listen to parents,
                                observe others,
                                YET, i search for myself!
                                I DON'T KNOW THE REASON WHY?

                                I  go about my business,
                                lead a 'happy' life,
                               YET, am not satisfied,
                               I DON'T KNOW THE REASON WHY? 


                              

LOVE AND HATE EQUATION

EVERY BODY USES THE TERM- "EVERYTHING IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR"  SO EASILY AND SO FREQUENTLY THAT IT HAS LOST ITS MEANING! SO IS IT OKAY, IF A GIRL DOES NOT LET HER EMOTIONS OUT BECAUSE SHE DOES NOT WANT THE PERSON TO KNOW THE TRUTH AND CRIES IN LONELINESS FOR HIM? SHE DEFINES THIS STATEMENT IN HER OWN WAY- WATCH OUT!!!!


I SEARCH HERE, I SEARCH THERE,
I FIGHT HERE, I FIGHT THERE,
I ARGUE HERE, I ARGUE THERE,
I LOVE HERE, BUT DON'T SHOW THERE!!!

DON'T ASK ME WHY?
COZ, I HAVE TO LIE,
YOU KNOW, ITS A MATTER OF HEART,
I DON'T WANT TO BREAK IT SO FAST!!

YES, I WEAR A MASK,
OF LOVE HERE, NOTHING THERE,
ITS A HUGE TASK,
TO CONTROL EMOTIONS THAT  'TEAR'.


I KNOW, ITS NOT FAIR,
TO TERM YOUR FEELINGS AS 'RARE' ,
TO PUT YOUR FEELINGS TO SLEEP,
TO SILENTLY WEEP,
YET, YOU SEE, EVERYTHING IS
"FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR",
ON  LOVE   I SWEAR!!!!