Sunday, November 06, 2011

REMINDERS

There are some, there are many
people who cross our paths, rainy or sunny!
Some are always there for us, others are just there,
appreciating our true self,while others just stare!

Even when phone contacts are many,only
few connect, what an Irony!

A reminder to remember not just birthdays,
put one to emotions that sways!
To make you realise, how imperfect you are,
without me near and the end far! :):) ; )

LIFE IS WHAT WE WANT!

How momentary life is......how unpredictable life is.........how unimaginative life is...........how life takes new twists and turns to actually deceive the person living it.
I always thought about life like this but recently a tragic incident with my clssmate and friend really reaffirmed the terrible fact of life. She ended up losing her elder brother who had gone for a trip to Goa and had drowned in the waters along with all of his friends and this came as a shocking news to all of us, so imagining her and her family's state right now.....is actually frightening. Its very sad that a chirping and 'living life to the fullest' kind of girl is facing such a situation like this. All my condolences to her and her family for their irrepairable grief.
That makes me wonder how life is not possible unless we pass through such times and the kind of strength required to bear these pains.......am so inquisitive to think whether only such things add colour to life and define life? Then why to give us a loving family and people around us when we all have to go somewhere far that we won't come back again giving only grief and pain to our loved ones? WHY? WHY? WHY?

I do believe in God but these things make me believe that God needs to be kinder to people and God needs to be gentle to those parents and the family which has to bear the brunt of the unimaginative loss! Atleast young people should not be dying like this! I still can't come to terms with the fact that just a few weeks back, she was talking about her brother with much pride and now everything came to an end so abruptly, bluntly! Its really unfair to us, humans! God, Please listen to us.............Don't play these cruel games to us! Even after, what you say about life, death and soul in the 'Srimadh Bhagwat Geeta', i just want to say that the void in life that is created when we lose our near and dear ones, is not possible to be filled in by anyone........and so please, Don't take our loved ones away from us.........they have a RIGHT TO LIFE AND LIBERTY, afterall...............please!!


A SINCERE REQUEST!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

MITA DIYA AADHAAR HAIN!


ANGGINAT SAWAAL HAIN,
NA KOI JAWAAB HAIN,
KYUN CHU RAHE US DARAAR KO?
JAB MITA DIYA AADHAAR HAIN.
 
 
WO KHAMOSHI HI ANANT HAIN,
JO DARD KA PRATEEK HAIN,
ANAT MEIN SAAR HAIN,
MITA DIYA AADHAAR HAIN.
 


KAHA, CHALO CHALEIN SAATH SAATH,
DAALE HAATHON MEIN HAATH HAATH,
PHIR KYUN KIYA AISA WAAR HAIN?
MITA DIYA AADHAAR HAIN.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

CHYK Camp at Rishikesh


Only few people would have ever thought that Rishikesh, renowed for its effervescent surroundings, natural beauty and having religious significance could actually be so much enjoyable and full of fun and adventure. Earlier I was one of them, thinking that Rishikesh ought to be visited by old and aged but a week long camp organised by Chinmaya Yuva Kendra, the Youth wing of Chinmaya Mission, Noida, in the hilly terrains of Rishikesh, this summer, accompanied by my two friends from College, actually made me realise how life can change in a very short span of time and I discovered a whole new angle to my life and a side of me, that I am still exploring as a result of the journey which started from the day(actually night), I boarded the Mussorie Express to Haridwar, on 27th June to be precise, and the entire night spent among ‘strangers yet friends’, the other campers whom i met for the very first time and we interacted, played games, ate biscuits and tested ourselves by trying not to sleep, though all of us ended up doing just that. On the following morning, we de-boarded at Haridwar station and six buses took all of us, around 250 campers to Rishikesh and the scenic beauty on the way up, took my breath away. This was the first time that I ‘forgot’ to cry for going away from my parents and the least that I had expected, I ended up crying on the last day of the camp.
We were accommodated at Vanaprastha Ashram which was in one phrase, ‘out- of- the world’. Captivating beautiful scenes all around with the Ganga just flowing by, it had the serenity that we all came looking for, away from our busy lives. The Inaugural session introduced us to the theme of the camp ‘Edit Profile’. We were given time-tables and schedules to follow and at first instance, I really thought I might have committed a mistake by coming because the reason I was there, was to get away from the daily schedules. Fortunately, all my doubts were put to rest when the time flew away and the days passed full of lectures from Swamijis like Sw.Chidrupanandji, Sw.Chaitanyanandaji, Sw.Nikhilanandji and brahmacharis like Br.Nirvanji, Br.Navneetji as well as early morning sessions of Yoga by Sw.Raghavananadji on subjects ranging from the ‘soul’ to ‘profile’, the personality of a person, how to differentiate ‘I’ from s/he gender classification, with enchanting examples of Facebook, Twitter and other social sites and the goods of the modern technological world so as to make the young campers, popularly known as CHYKS, understand the significance of looking inward rather than the outer world. There were also Interactive Sessions where questions were put up in groups and debates and discussions followed them, Games, Quiz rounds and Profile activity were some of the other activities. There were eighth groups based on the names of rivers of India and I was a part of river ‘Narmada’ and was chosen the very first evening to do the Ganga aarti and I was more than happy to oblige. We went for the aarti every evening  and it was so much peaceful and yet enjoyable to be near ‘Gangamata’, the captivating waves, the bhajans at full swing, the Sun-setting and lots and lots of people singing the aarti, infact the best atmosphere to invoke blessings of the Lord and at the same time experience immense fulfilment and Inner peace. The whole experience cannot be expressed in words, cannot be felt unless and until, “Been there, done that”.
Apart from religious invocation, I had fun meeting new people, making friends and sharing a whole new life outside my own periphery, my own inhibitions were thrown to the winds as I voluntarily went to the stage for demonstrations during sessions, participated in quizzes and got selected out of so many people, which was indeed satisfying. That was never me. I did not know, I had a part of myself dying to express openly and boldly, to my own surprise.
At this instance, I have to talk about my College friends who supported me all through, gave me wonderful thoughts and things to smile and blush about and the closeness we all felt by connecting not through our minds but hearts. Also the most enjoyable activity for me was the ‘Profile activity’ in which CHYKS would write on each other’s back on a sheet of paper attached to one’s back. I got so many good and encouraging comments that it was and will remain very close to my heart forever and I actually did something that time that even I did not expect, I went to the stage despite my stage fear and read those comments that were written on my sheet of paper and was eventually applauded for the same that made me feel on top of the world. Comments ranging from “D.U Topper” to “True south indian girl” and “Indian beauty” are hard to forget. These are the memories which are hard to be erased and those special people are now friends forever. Taking names cannot justify the relationship I share with each of them and that’s a fact that has given me a view of the ‘Bigger picture” of life. I learnt that sustaining friendships is more difficult than making friends.
The last day of the camp concluded with a picnic to Lakshman Jhoola, Sivananda Ashram and the visit to an Audio-visual library within the same premises, last but not the least, the Ganga aarti at HaridwarSw.Chidrupanandji pointed out the four ways to edit one’s profile:
1. Must engage mind constructively and positively.
2. Do the activity actively always.
3. Face situations with courage.
4. Taste success ultimately.

It was an enriching experience that left me wanting for more and in fact each and every one of us. I wish I could go back to the very same place with the very same people.
Indeed, CHYKS ROCK!! :)     

Saturday, July 30, 2011

DEAR CHYK FRIENDS! ! ! :) :)

What a week of pure joy and fulfillment,
 I never thought, it could be such fun and enjoyment, 
among Swamis and Acharyas
 in the pious backdrop of Rishikesh,
 on the banks of mother Ganges,
 We all met as strangers to become friends forever. 
  

What a week of pure knowledge and learning
 I never thought, i had a profile to edit, let alone any yearning! 
Among Yoga and meditation, sessions, bhajans and satsang, videos, film, culturals and games,
I made so many good friends who edited me from within.
A journey that will remain close to heart 
for years and years to come!!









What a week of pure inward looking and editing 
I never thought my life could be so much positive 
among serene, tranquil and beautiful view 
greenery, Ganges and faces that were new,
I wanted to desperately hold back time 
to stop the present from flowing into the future
but all i could do was stand and hold my breath, when the Finale drew.!!!!! :)

The Eclipse!!!!!:):) :) :)

It is not about reel,
Its about real,
Its about my heart, my feel
and separation that is so cruel!

I see a moon, but can't feel it,
as distances have eclipsed it! 
What do i call such a night? 
Without my, mine only light!!

As the distance measures, 
our heart treasures, 
wonderful moments spend together
 I wish, i was with you rather!
 Oh Goodness!
I pray for your wellness,
for your pains and sorrows to eclipse,
for loads and loads of name, fame and success! 

I hope you remember me forever
remain mine forever, ever and ever!! :) :) :) :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

AM HURT!!!!......................!!!!!!!

                 THE SPACE THAT HURTS ME, IS YOU NOT TALKING TO ME!
                
                 THE TIME THAT HURTS, IS YOU NOT WITH ME!

                 THE PLACE THAT HURTS, IS YOU NOT AROUND ME!

                 THE POETRY THAT HURTS, WHEN YOU ARE NOT THERE
                                     TO APPRECIATE IT FOR ME!!!

                  EVERYTHING HURTS, THE WORLD PAINS,
                   WHEN YOU ARE SEPARATED FROM ME, AND YOU DON'T EVEN MISS ME!!!!:)

GREY MATTER!!

THERE ARE SOME MEMORIES
 I WANT TO SHARE,
THERE ARE SOME RIVALRIES
 I WANT TO DARE!!

                         THEY ARE VERY EASY TO SAY,
                         BUT NOT SO EASY TO SWAY,
                          THOSE ARE SECRETS THAT LAY,
                           BEHIND REFLECTIONS OF GREY!!

 THEY CRAWL THROUGH THE DAY,
TO WAKE ME, AT NIGHT!
PUSH MY SLEEP AWAY
TO REVEAL SECRETS
THAT MAKE ME PULL AWAY,
FROM PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE BY YET MILES AWAY!! :)....:)

R U SERIOUS?????

             ARE YOU SERIOUS?
              I ASK, FURIOUS!
             YES, I AM!
             HE REPLIES, LOOKING INTO MY EYES!

                     I SIT BACK AND STARE
                     AS IF WATCHING A MOVIE PAIR!
                     IS IT A DREAM OR IS IT TRUE?
                     I CAN'T BELIEVE, ITS YOU!!!

          
             HOW COME, YOU CHOSE ME?
             WHEN, WHY, WHERE I CROSSED YOU?
              I DIDN'T REALISE, YOU WANTED TO BE MINE
             YOUR TALKS, YOUR TOUCH, YOUR CONFESSION...........
              TOOK ME TO CLOUD NINE!!!!!! :) :)

FACES

                        
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO WALK BY,
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO STAND BY
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO WATCH BY,
                          SOMEONE'S GOING TO HOLD BY!!!


                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY ARE
                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY WERE,
                                             I DON'T KNOW, WHO THEY WILL BE............
                                             BUT KNOW FOR SURE,......
                                             THERE WILL BE THE FAMILIAR AMONG
                                                    THE UNKNOWN!!!!!!!!:):)